Julie Russ

31 DAY CHALLENGE DAY 18: WHAT I AM AFRAID OF

This one seems like a really dark topic; I have a couple of phobias (roaches and tsunamis) and I really really hate both

(specially the first one), but lately I have super scared of ceasing to exist or dying. I understand that we all have to die and it is part of the concept, but I try to image an earth where I am not there, and although the impact I will make will probably be incredibly minimal to non-existent that’s whats scary. You just leave and puff…. gone! Forever. End. Finito. Bye.

And then if there is some sort of consciousness you will regret what you did not do, or how life flew by and  you became old with everything sagged to the floor and wrinkly out of nowhere.

Ok im done with the depressive subject, but yep thats it and it kind of sucks because at night I remember something that has to do with it and then I get anxious and I can’t fall asleep.

 

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